In my darkness
I call for heaven;
My portion has been
Pain and suffering;
In my thirst,
I seek an oasis;
My torment follows me
To different places;
On my journey of sorrow,
I see sad
And familiar faces;
Faces of melancholy,
And despair;
Faces of agony,
And fear;
For these sad faces
I shed a tear,
And hope they find happiness in time;
For the faces of sorrow
I see weeping before me,
Are all mine.
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Every wound you’ve endured
Every tear you’ve cried
All the sorrow you have felt
All the pain inside
Just remember one thing
I am on your side
For I love you deeply
And forever we are tied – -
Although I have been unloved, I remain unbroken.
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I lie awake at night, but sleep all day. My existence is in darkness because I can no longer see the light. I walk amongst the shadows because fear has debilitated my will. My thoughts consume me day by day. I am turned away and unloved by many who claim to understand my sorrow. Intrusive thoughts flood in, and amplify my trepidation. I am shunned by society and family. I feed on different forms of therapy to survive. I seek happiness, but to no avail. I am paralyzed as my heart rate increases and I start to sweat. I hope for release from my pain, but it seems I am destined to live in perpetual darkness. I am a vampire.
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The beauty of a woman
Is a sacred mystery
Wrapped in a wondrous dream,
Illuminated by starlight,
Bordered by gold,
Set with diamonds,
Sculpted in divinity,
Filled with love,
Immersed in emotion,
Laced with compassion,
And seen only with the heart. -
A Mother’s love
Is a soothing voice,
A warm hug,
And a comforting kiss,
After a bad dream. -
Midnight kisses
Are given passionately
And softly,
In concealment
Of darkness,
As silent anticipation rises,
Leading to euphoric
Eruptions internally,
Taking over
Your body totally,
As we let go,
And bathe in the warmness
Of ecstasy;
The melodic sounds
And tones of your pleasure
Playing vividly
In my mind perpetually,
As our sensual motions
Flow in flawless unity,
Like a wonderful symphony. -
In deep sadness,
The shadows
Witness my misery,
And the torment
Of the dark clouds
That follow me;
Under a harvest moon
I swear to the heavens solemnly,
And to the starlight sky,
That one day
I will be free,
And live peacefully. -
Weary hearts
And tired souls
With sorrows untold,
Seek shelter from the storms
In a place that’s warm,
For slight reprieve
And a moment to breathe. -
A whisper in the dark
A loving touch
A deeper connection
A wondrous rush.
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