Intimate Compositions

My World

June 16th, 2018

In my world I awake to daily suffering
In my world there is no respite
In my world fear incapacitates
In my world listlessness is not unusual
In my world the mind debilitates
In my world there is no calm

In my world thoughts wage war
In my world I perpetually search for light
In my world I walk in ruin surrounded by darkness
In my world peace has become an anomaly
In my world the darkness slowly suffocates
In my world illness has metastasized

In my world insomnia allows me no rest
In my world I am consumed by my own thoughts
In my world the darkness seeks to consume me
In my world I walk a lonely road of pain
In my world the past relentlessly stalks
In my world nothing is as it seems
Sensual Sentiments

June 15th, 2018

Intimate whispers in quiet settings reveal ethereal undertones as we kiss deeply, and our spirits intertwine and connect in the higher heights of the heavenly realm past the clouds, and into deep and mysterious galaxies. Your chandelier earrings fall sensually against the backdrop of your neck and your long dark hair is pulled up, revealing your delicate neckline, exhibiting your alluring necklace that is adorned upon you. In sultry appeal, your femininity stuns me. The potency of your essence is like a rare perfume carefully bottled with not one drop spilled, and held in priceless value; it is precious and used sparingly. Your eyes are a seductive treat, every gaze intriguing me and invigorating a deep passion within me, that only true love could fathom. In these passionate moments my only desire is to explore you thoroughly and slowly, taking the time to awaken and invigorate all of your senses, leaving inhibitions behind, as we are hypnotized and driven to the edge of seductive pleasure. The sounds of your willing and eager reception of my sensual passion stimulate me to the depths of my subconscious thought. Let me kiss you and infuse you with boundless delight, and unlimited indulgence. Your beauty captivates me and compels me to fall in trancelike state, as love and emotion pour out of me, and makes my soul cry out from within. Allow me to caress you, and put your body and mind at ease in a relaxed state. Darling, your smile is gorgeous and inviting. Your laughter warms my heart and speaks to my soul; it draws me into the essence of your spirit. Each day I rediscover your love, and I am thankful for your graceful beauty. Your white evening gown adorned with lace is stunning; your rose colored lipstick highlights the fullness of your lips, and leaves me in amazement. Your heels accentuate your femininity and erotically emphasize your womanhood. Your elegance and softness drive me to passionate insanity. Where are the words? Where can I find the words to accurately display the infiniteness of your beauty and love? My sweet angel, let us kiss and embrace while your essence overtakes me, and our silhouette is permanently captured in the reflection of the bright moonlight.
Destiny

June 14th, 2018

I will slow dance with destiny under a full moon and a starry night’s sky. I will woo her with sweet words of love, and kiss her in a moment of passion. I will ask for her favor and for her hand in marriage. O destiny, how beautiful you are! Together you and I will reach for the stars. My sweet love, you have kissed me with a kiss of fortune and success; you have seen my dreams, and have acknowledged my desires. You have felt the passion in my heart and have witnessed my tears of disappointment. Why don’t we take a stroll through lush and wonderfully scented lavender fields while discussing matters of love and our future together? We have known each other for quite some time, and now I have expressed my feelings and poured out my heart to you. Destiny please stay by my side forever, for you and I are in love, and we will face our future together.
It Takes From Me

June 14th, 2018

Is it not enough that is has taken my joy from me?
Is it not enough that is has taken away my sleep?
Is it not enough that is has infiltrated my thoughts?
Is it not enough that is has robbed me of peace?
Is it not enough that is caused me to be misunderstood by many?
Is it not enough that is has turned those I love away from me?
Is it not enough that it wreaks havoc on my mind and body?
Is it not enough that it seeks to destroy me daily?
Is it not enough that for years it has captured me?
Is it not enough that it feeds on my tears and laughs at me?
Is it not enough that year after year it increases my sorrow?
Is it not enough that it has caused me great suffering since my childhood?
Is it not enough that it caused great pain to my mother as I saw her suffer?
Is it not enough that it is causes incessant and never ending fear?
Is it not enough that it raises my pulse rate and takes my breath away?
Is it not enough that it renders me listless and numb almost perpetually?
What else does it want from me?
Against All Odds

June 13th, 2018

For those of us who face seemingly insurmountable odds in our lives. For those of us who have struggled, and given with nothing left to give. For those those of us who are misunderstood due to our internal anguish and silent turmoil. For those of us who sit in silent darkness late into the night and release tears without being seen. For those of us who have loved, and lost love.

Against All Odds – Phil Collins (1984)
Sorrow

June 13th, 2018

I walk a lonely road where no one can find me. It seems that fear has engulfed me, and sorrow has overtaken me. Wide and fearsome eyes glow in the darkness and surround me. I hesitate to cry out, for I have accepted the reality of perpetual futility. Dark creatures hover above; it is my spirit they seek to take from me. In silent despair, I accept that my faith has left me, reluctantly. The road is dark and I can’t see anything in front of me. My blindness in the vast darkness has caused me to move painfully slowly. In sorrow, my will wanes, and my heart beats lethargically. In the chains and clutches of the dark place, my desire is to one day be free. Tears have fallen from my eyes like in a rainy season when raindrops fall from overcast skies. Who will hear my pleas? Who will acknowledge my cries? O most merciful God, please don’t abandon me now in my time of need, for the darkness seeks to consume me, and fear and sorrow have almost brought me to my knees.
Summer in The City

June 12th, 2018

Oh, what summers we’ve spent together New York! Your city nights are vibrant and bustling with life. Your bright lights intrigue my sense of sight, and capture my imagination! I will take a stroll through central park in the warmth of the sun, and enjoy the vastness of the lush greenery. I will taste of your expansive cuisine and drink to my heart’s delight! I will walk the city blocks and recapture the fond memories of the past. I will leave the cares of the world behind, and jump on the 2 line, to look down on familiar city streets and reminisce. O New York, you are the city that I truly miss! Let me immerse myself in your culture and find myself again; being with you in the summer is like reconnecting with an old and trusted friend.
Hopeful

June 11th, 2018

In sorrow I hope for joy.
In hell I hope for heaven.
In darkness I hope for light.
In pain I hope for comfort.
In suffering I hope for Peace.
Forever Love

June 11th, 2018

If only I could tell her once more that I love her. If only I could reach out and touch her hand to comfort her. If only with tears in my eyes I could again whisper her favorite song. One more long kiss before we reunite again in eternity. We are inseparable in love eternally. Let the dreams we dreamed, flourish like a flower forever in your memory. My spirit will perpetually weep, until again we meet in heavenly glory. You loved me with a passion and depth that touched my soul indelibly. How can I accurately describe to the world your grace and your beauty? Your words of kindness and your love brought sunshine into my life. Strangers would stop and take notice of your countenance and light. I love you, with a love that is unconditional, and deep within me. I poured out my soul to you, as you listened quietly with intense love, and feelings that your eyes conveyed to my spirit intently. We have sealed our vows in love, and immersed them in the deep rivers of honor and loyalty. Until my dying day when we again see each other, my love, I swear on my soul that you will always live in my heart forever.
In their Memory

June 11th, 2018

The tortured souls
Who lived in pain,
Remember their suffering;
Remember their names

In silent torment,
They lived their lives;
Their bodies still,
In the earth they lie

When the lights are off
In the quiet night,
It is then I cry
And remember their plight

It’s your will and essence
That it takes from you;
There is perpetual darkness,
Though the skies are blue

Who will cry for us when we are gone?
For our bodies are tired,
And our souls are worn;
Still we live our lives

And we carry on;
Still the nights are sleepless,
And the days are long;
The misery and illness,

It takes its toll;
My heart longs for warmth,
But the world is cold.